STPM OVER!

this post is like sooo 4 days late :P

anyways~ idk with STPM now completely out of the picture, except for the results part.... life feels so...empty.. its a weird feeling but yea.

i dont know, may be due to the absence of people. well you see i'm an extrovert and so extrovert draws energy from people.. so pretty much like some kind of supernatural being, BUT in a good way.. xP (right~)

soooo yeaa~ all i've been doing is just helping my mum out in the office.. stock, cash, teaching new people bout the system and bla3~ and i feel so lifeless... like, lack of accomplishment, lack of something that make me look forward to life...

which is actually pretty sad T_T so yeaaa~

then this morning actually, its more like YESTERDAY morning, cause its already past 12 x) i just woke up after 4 hours of sleep. slept at 4am woke up at 8 =.= anyways~ woke up feeling like "i need to get out of this place and seriously get to a place that people actually want/need me" like, a place where at least my presence is of an importance, welcoming at least? sooo yeaa~ hence why i book a flight to BRU :) after consulting with my *coughs* board of directors ;) their replies were VERY satisfying. heheh

so off i go to brunei next week. prolly one of my most spontaneous, unplanned plan... i mean, the trip is next week and still dont know who's pciking me up, but with all them bitches that can drive, i'm not worried at all ~

actually i dont plan to go for this trip since i'm going to kL on the 5th of jan.. but then i really cant stand it.. the lack of energy, life... yea, that!