good vibes?

Thursday, June 30, 2011

i see happy days ahead of me :D
dont ask why, its an instinct thing, and its not cause of he/she/it.
its the same way as how i know if its gonna be a horrible week or something.
i get vibes
















i can relate!!

and i realise, i have seen through you guys :/

exactly! except for the self-conscious part.




end of mooting days :P

Sunday, June 26, 2011

we didnt win anything but nevermind, experienced gained :P and just glad that its over. finally can cross something off my list xD
the cash prizes were really good tho,

winner: RM1500
1st runner up: RM500
advocates (3) : RM200

after that dad picked me up from karamunsing then went to stand chart for a while then he dropped us at wisma where we bought juice then went to damai and we FINALLY tried the german bread :D hahah~ we were so indecisive that the guy ended up the pizza toppings for us. seriously, 3 of us arguing in the shop for 5 mins until the guy said "I WOULD RECOMMEND BBQ CHICKEN". lawl .HAHAHAHA . you should have seen his face. LMAO.

then suppose to go bkt padang, hiking. but *looks out of the window* i think the plan's gonna be cancelled. i mean, its dark and gloomy~ so yea :( then the weather lately is sooo friggin hot, its crazy. my allergies is getting worse :( and i was really trying hard not scratch :/







i want my bedroom like this when i move to a new house :D



thats how i end up hitting my head, HARD =/








mooting day :O

Saturday, June 25, 2011

okay..i PROMISE i will go and practice with my speech after i'm done with this blogpost...

i wonder how lyds is, did she get my text? i have no idea. i really did feel that she so unreachable, the only way i know how she is, is through the updates of her tumblr and yea, thats it. her posting, me reading. i'm sure ely feels the same way too.

and i texted jacqiee last night too but she didnt reply, i wonder how is she. i mean with the preparation for mooting( ITS LATER, x.x) and everything :/ felt like i havent talk to her for soo long. strange.

soo i've manage to memorise all 3 pages last night, but that was when i was super sleepy so hopefully the sleep did not erase my memories away :/ cause that'll be bad. and i had a dream about me being late like i reach there around 4.30pm (but then in my dream it starts at 4.30pm) so yea =/ is that a bad sign? i woke up like..what time is it?!

so anyway~ our mooting starts at 4pm and our respondents will be from Maktab Nasional. to be honest i feel really under prepared. and well yea, jacqs obviously a better speaker so, who wouldnt be initimidated right? oh well, all the best to us. like the dude say: just have fun. tssk, rights..fun... =.= one thing's for sure, lawyer's definitely off my list :P

i dont know why but i've been dreaming a lot lately. is it cause of the stress and stuff or what? i mean, i dont mind if its like good dreams and all, eventho i'd still prefer not to dream cause i get even more tired and it felt like i didnt sleep at all. so yea, thats really bad and so i get super sleepy in school and cant concentrate ._. then i'll force myself to get hyper to just wake myself up. which will result in headaches and moodless-ness after the hyperness dissipate. its a positive feeedback mechanism that is somewhat unhealthy if you know what i mean.

then i really really wanna control my emotions/eq, o.O idk in chinese its call qing xu. dont wanna be over happy and dont wanna be over sad. u know just neutral throughout the whole day and all. like dont let these kind of feelings get the better of me. cause it's annoying and draining. so yeaa. the happy part is fine, but sometimes hyperactivity causes me to accidentally insult people like you know ur hyper then ur mouth works faster than ur brain kinda thing. yea, that.












i wanna play :)







yea..me too