just cause i'm bored.

Copy and paste this. Then bold the truths.

happy lydia?

I miss somebody right now. I don't watch TV these days. I wear glasses or contact lenses. I love to play video games. I’ve tried marijuana. I have been in a threesome. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship. I believe honesty is usually the best policy. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. I’m TOTALLY smart. I’ve broken someone’s bones. I’m paranoid sometimes. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now. I LOVE sushi. I talk really, really fast. I have long hair. I have lost money in Las Vegas. I have at least one sibling. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past. I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.

I like the way I look. I am usually pessimistic. I have a lot of mood swings. I have a hidden talent. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. I have a lot of friends. I am currently single. I have pecked someone of the same sex. I enjoy talking on the phone. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants. I love to shop. Enjoy window shopping. I would rather shop than eat.

I don’t hate anyone. I’m a pretty good dancer. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother. I have a cell phone. I believe in God. I watch MTV on a daily basis. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. I’ve rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. I want to have children in the future. I have changed a diaper before. I’ve called the cops on a friend before. I’m not allergic to anything. I have a lot to learn. I like a friends ex.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger. I am shy around the opposite sex. I have tried alcohol before. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past. I own the “South Park” movie.

I would die for my best true friends. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. I have used my sexuality to advance my career. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. I am happy at this moment. I’m obsessed with guys. I study for tests most of the time. I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met. I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced. I walk barefoot wherever I can. I have jumped off a bridge. I love sea turtles. I spend ridiculous money on makeup. Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. I’m proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald’s restaurant. I hate office jobs. I love sci-fi movies. I think water rules. I want to go to college out of state. I like sausages. I love kisses. I usually like covers better than originals. I can pick up things with my toes. I can’t whistle. I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse. I still have every journal I’ve ever written in. I talk in my sleep. I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring. I have a tattoo. I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am a caffeine junkie. I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I have been to over 15 conventions. I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.

I’m an artist. I only clean my room when necessary. I like a person of the same sex. I love being happy. I am an adrenaline junkie.I am in love. I have been hearbroken. My relationship sucks.

I hate my life. I can't live without him/her. I dont like my friends. There's more to me than you think. I am two-faced. I have stolen something before. I think I am perfect.

Happy Birthday lyddd~

ur turning 17, u stop growing, ur getting old and before you know it you may start having wrinkles!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my awesomely retarded friend who is nowhere as retarded as me =)
seriously you should put up this pic instead of the others, i say this is like one of the best pic u have ever taken~ i agree ur talented but onlee when you, urself is the model ;P *cheers* hahaha

as much as i hate you, i love you a lot, ok may be i love you more than i hate you but whatever~ so yea, you SERIOUSLY should have confidence in yourself and start sleeping~ u like pandas? u might turn into one someday and stop squawking and squeking. T_T hahah~ so sad, its your birthday and u somewhat lost your voice. xP

stop arguing about money so much and you should just let someone spend you when they want to, seirously pissing people off lar. its like ur rezeki you know, you so shudnt reject it..k! make it a resolution or something~

hahah~ yeah taking this opportunity to write whatever i want bout you, once a year huh..chances are hard to come by~ whatever that means, as long as you get it.hahahah. so yea~ all the best to you darls and just say things when you want, you know i'm pretty immuned to watever u say. be it good or bad. hahahah!~

lastly, thanks for being my friend =) i mean the patience and all, i know its not easy so yea. really grateful and happy birthtday =) *hugs* OMG! I JUST REMEMBERED I DIDNT HUG U TODAY!!! SHYTTT~ >.< oh, and that imaginary friend, i am so getting you one.

lots of love.
From,
the 1 and onlee
chewy =)

p/s~ child get terharu m suppose to be studying!

reviving the blog

HAHAH!~ i cant believe that is the title of my blog, BUT u know IT IS! hahha..

anyways~ i thank the sad people who are kind enough to actually HELD a funeral for my blog. As much as I hate to burst ur bubbles ladies and gentleman. but my blog is not that dead.. YET. it's just that, if you dont find me in school, tuition or running around(NOT), i'll probably be sleeping, which is obviously a basic necessity to/for allll humans or shall i say what NORMAL human needs, right lyd? nickt? hehehe~

so~ a lil update of my "adventures" i wrote a stupeed essay for an essay competition but i didn't hand it up and lied to the tcher saying for the 2 hours(i think its 2 o.O) i wasn't able to produce an essay =) why did i not hand it up? coz it was too stupid to be true, m serious.. =.= so yeaa

other than that, its exam week and i STILL havent start studying, no mood at all~ like seriously onlee when the paper comes i panic and continue panicking? o.o anyway~ my point is just that i should seriously study or start studying. hehehe. (the same words I've been saying/using ever since I'm 5 months old)

well~ today's the 2nd day of exam and it's sejarah and BM, the paper was sooo damn easy till mengarut/merepek pun tidak larat<--no joke. dang man! the questions are like =.= its like we have a choice but we don't cause the choice given are "wtf! u kidding me?" kind of choice.

then i didnt go to school yesterday cause i was down with fever, =( but dont worry 2 other students didnt go as well~ so that's like the 3 of us, then today 5 students didnt come o.o may be 7 wont go tomorrow, cool huh xD eheh~ anyways~ must be the weather or something but every1 seem to be getting sick soo yea, drink lots of water and take good care of yourself okay? ;)

so what else have i not update, oh right! koperasi day, thx a lot lyd! all her hard work, i guess it paid off, i mean the outcome wasn't that bad so yea [= then there's every1 going to bru and have lots of fun while m stuck here with no one to play with =( but then people will be coming back soon ^^ and then there's carol huz planning her 17th birthday party which has a really high possibility that it wont come true.i mean if you want me to calculate the probabilityy it'll me $%^&*(%jfabkfsca,nc1234564gw, okay umm~ 0.00001% it might happen =) so yea~ keep on dreaming/wishing/praying people. but you know it MIGHT just come true just FAT CHANCE.

yours truly,
chewy, shi ming =)

school reopens

JUST CAME BACK FROM BRUNEI! awesome man! like awesome-r than awesome..ok nvm~ but still~ update when have time...just find the need to update it before i get complain >.< actually i already did..but oh well..hahahah

school starts and dere's like sooo many things to do....homeworks undone, havent start revising..damn the stupeed school shudnt put up the "how many days till spm" not good for the nervous system. ahaha~

what a random post..talking about anything and everything. neway~ suddenly everyone starts playing maple now..and dats some really kewl new job! hahah.

i am soooo lagging in blogging..i salute those who blogs and updates all the time, dont know where they find so much time and idea on what to blog about! hahaha..

advertising =)

lawl~ know that when my title says that, i am literally going to advertise, actually its more on recommending..i think o.O

i(actually my sis did~but she wouldnt tell me, then i found it too) found this really cool website which has scoresheets for anime songs~ so for those who loves anime and can play musical intrument try checking this website out~ or if you guys have other websites, share pls=) hahah~

http://josh.agarrado.net/music/anime/

highly recommended songs:- (actually both of these songs are from FMA brotherhood..heheh)
~YUI-again
~SiD- Uso

updates~ updates~

happy holidays! i know its a lil late. cant believe time pass so fast. there goes my 1 week holidays.. *sob*

anyways~ to those who know me well~ i'm so sorry if i call you guys assholes, or ass or gays and shut up.. just know that i didnt mean it in the "mean" way. just jokingly say it. it's ok to those that i talk to but to those that i chat with~ i guess u cant know my tone so yea =)

i was on the way to tuition when suddenly i realise it was a lil dark for 4pm and when i look up i cant help but take a picture
i know right~ its like a storm is coming..or if you've seen the harry potter trailer somewhat feels like there's dementors or something..ok~ i should stop with the crappings~ heheh

oh yea~ to lydia&mu i dunno wats wrong with ur blog link but if u want me to re-link can you pls give me ur URL pls, and ty.

Happy Birthday Vivi~

i have 1more hour till 12.00am, so this post will be real quick so as to not make my b'day wish a "belated" one. y so last minute? sorry~ cause i just woke up xP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVI~ *HUGS* gah!~ no sorry no picture cause i'm using another pc >.< reallly really sorry~ vivi and no present too. i'll courier it some dayyy. hahaha xD neway~ have a great birthday (even tho now its like less than an hour left) YOUR officially 17~ wow~ so old liao. hehhe.

lots of love,
chewy~

p/s~ if u ignore the real time and believe my blog one, i posted this blog in the morning u noe xP

food poisoning AGAIN!

went for another dinner last night for an association. since it was raining and all i guess the food was not clean and my whole family had food poisnoning except for my dad cause he didnt eat one of the dishes. so obviously can conclude that, that's the one that cause the food poisoning. stomach hurts like hell marn. this is the 2nd time i had food poisoning this year and IT'S JUST MAY. and my past 16 years life i can go a year without getting poisoned.

oh yeah~ saw so many people in the dinner last night -.-llll i wonder do i need to go to school tomorrow. hehehe~ jK xP gah!~ need to get back to my projects. neway~ any suggestion guys on whether should i do my add maths project by hand or computer?


currently listening to: Poker Face by Lady Gaga (i know no1 asked >.<)

friday nights =)

my sis and I has agreed that friday night is our movie night =D awesome huh. so, sorry if i reply late or not reply at all on msn >.<

we went to a dinner a week ago and this boy is so amazing cause while everyone was like watching the show and eating dinner, he was~


playing with his control car~ =.= he brought his control car to the dinner. the car was like whizzing around. the funny thing was the pic was on my phone, then my cousin saw it,she was like is this ju-on or something..hahahah.

anyway~ this is to my very sad friend who doesnt know what a TIRAMISU is


this is a green tea tiramisu =) awesome huh..heheh

misunderstanding.

she ought to be sued. my principal i mean. you know what she did? i tell u what.
on Monday night i got a called from my dad(he&mum was in KL) asking whether the principal had talked to me, which i answered no cause she obviously did not. then i was like why? cause its not everyday parents ask such question and this is not one of those random questions. then dad said that the principal call him cause me&sis are always late to school. =.= which is like okayyy~ cause we are late but we're not the school starts at 7am we reach school at 8 kind of late we're just late for like 1,2 minutes, max 5 mins late. (apparently the stupid school start writing names since 6.40am)
SHE FRIGGIN CALLED MY DAD JUST BECAUSE WE WERE LATE TO SCHOOL. that is just so stupeed u noe. ..... oh and did i fail to mention she said "my sis&i blame our dad for our late comings" which is such a non-sense coz we NEVER said that, if I'm late and the discipline teacher ask i'll ALWAYS say its because i wake up late.no point lying to pigs anyway~

4days later~ after mum&dad came back from kL. then i got the clear view of what happened. the principal did not call my dad...she told my aunt(who was in school at that time) that me&my sis were always late and we blame our dad for it. my aunt was shock (cause if u know my family history, we never get complain by teachers and principals)...m so lazy of explaining. i'll go straight to the point. CONCLUSION: my uncle& aunt call my dad who was in KL and my parents got the shock of their life cause its not everyday principal says something about ur daughters, then now my aunt and uncle like may be doesn't reli.err~ lets just say the principal RUINED our reputation. but luckily dad trust us so yea. i cant believe it being a principal u DO NOT involve third parties. SEE THE MISUNDERSTANDING. she sooo towallie ruined our reputation and thank god my dad trust us. my uncle actually thought we lied to our parents, or something.
its just going late to school~ school havent even started yet at that time. and they want us to be proud of our school~ I'm so embarrass to even say i;m from that school *mental note-6 more months!!!*

essay~

i hereby declare myself the insanest, boringest person alive. which I'm sure you cant find those two words in the dictionary. so anyways~~

warning~ this could be a very boring post as what I'm gonna write next is an essay for my english exam. wait~ the sentence sounds odd. ok, I'll put it in a really simple way. an essay i wrote on my English exam. yay! wow~ I've just constructed a sentence o.O lawl. i know l-a-m-e...=.=

QUESTION: write a story using the following beginning line.
:it seemed like, it was just going to turn out to be a boring day, when suddenly...

It seemed like, it was just going to turn out to be a boring day, when suddenly I heard a knock at my door. I was surprised as I was not expecting any guest on a Tuesday at 2.00am. So as I was cautiously walking towards the door the knocking stopped. I stood beside the door thinking on whether I should open my bedroom door or not. Having no sleep in three days I'm not surprise if the therapist or psychiatrist tells me that i have start hallucinating.

As I was thinking back since when have I became an insomniac, whoever that was on the other side if the door knocked again. This time it startled me. I decided that I should just open the door cause I remembered quite well that I have locked all the door downstairs before I came up to my bedroom. I opened the door and found an old man smiling at me. i cant help but smile back. He looked so familiar as if I've seen him somewhere before but I just don't know where.

Just when I was about to ask him who he was, he spoke to me in Chinese "Are you having trouble sleeping again?" I was surprise as other than my closest friend and siblings I had told no one about my sleeping problems. I cant help but answer with a yes and smiled back. The weird thing was I felt that my body no longer belongs to me, because the usual sane me would have never dare to open the door and when found that an old man standing in front of my bedroom door step i would freak out and yet here I am standing and smiling to this old man as if he was supposed to be here.

The old man asked again "Do you want me to bring you somewhere to take your mind off things?" My brain was screaming no but when I opened my mouth, the answer was a yes, he smiled then suddenly I felt so light. In a split second I was in the air, feeling as if i was born to fly, I flew with this stranger. He brought me to see fireworks, Eiffel tower and coliseum. As in the ones from Greek mythology. i thought I was dreaming, then as if these had just been a dream I came back to my bedroom. this time my head felt heavy and I realised that I am still flying. As I look at my bed, I was surprised to see myself there, on the bed and in that instant i blacked out.

Waking up the next day at 11am I realise I just had an out-of-body experience. the surprising thing was, I felt that I had to find out who that man was. I looked through photo albums and called my parents and siblings telling them the description of the old man but everyone said they do not know anyone with that description. Finally, I gave up with the thought that he was probably an angel sent to take care of me.

This memory stayed with me for about a year when suddenly it was that day of the year when we, Chinese have to go to the cemetery to pay respects to our ancestors. I bent down while trying to weed and when i looked forward I came face to face with my grandfather's picture and the memory of my out-of-body experience came rushing through me as if it just happened yesterday and it was then that i realise that, the old man that I find so familiar is my grandfather who had passed away before I was even born, which is to say from the out-of-body experience, that was my first and probably the last and only time that I spoke to him.

-END-

1st~ i NEVER had an out-of-body experience
2nd~ i am NOT insomniac
3rd~ i DONT have a psychiatrist. but my grandma has a therapist. a good-looking one too xP
4th~PURE fiction
5th~it was near qin ming when i had my english exam =P

yesh!~ finish post sooo boon I demand that something you said in your will! lawl.....
anyways~ comment will be greatly appreciated and dont forget to leave your paw print on my cbox! =3

nooo!~ tomorrow is monday!!!

i just wanna emphasize that tomorrow is a Monday~a random title actually.

first~okay i have to admit it karaoke wasn't that bad. hahaha..we actually had fun. turns out we end up going home at 1am which is the time it closes. (i know soo early right)

anyway~ to those that have realise i changed my err~ i really don't know what u call it is it blog name? anyway~ at first it's like "a way of living" which is like soooooo creative..NOT then now it's changed to "live life, not through it" which is inspired by my cousin(jan2), i actually thought of this idea when i saw her display picture:

<---totally living THROUGH life. so yeaaa





oh yea~ and i've changed blog skin, actually wasnt going for this 1..this is plan Z but seeing how i kinda screwd up the other blog skins and just figure out that i pretty much need to get some1 to teach me, i guess i'll live with this.. and i at last got a CBOX..so happy spamming to everyone just dont simply spam like buy products or whatever if you know what i mean.

hmm~ right! thx a lot mu for teaching me how to dwl the movies! HQ alrights =D at 1st i was doubting it and wala!~ haha..seriously thx a lot..esp the patience..hahaha...others would have probably died >.<

so this morning dad woke us up cause his plans was cancelled..tssk~ so we end up going out for breakfast then went to giant to get come groceries..and this is what me&my sis saw>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

at first i didn't see it then my sis was like i saw this real huge wintermelon. then i was right how big? and she was like enormous would be an understatement, damn i really wanna get a picture of it. then i was like err~ ok.. then i saw it.

i was like o.O wow~then i was like i am so taking this shot, my sis was like make sure no one sees this or else they think your some sakai or something. T_T

to those who are reading my blog and go "wah!~ that also they never see ah" we're sorry cause we don't usually get to see such huge wintermelons. btw~ bless those that have to peel the skin off. heheh *imagining*

labour day~

i love the government for having today...at least they appreciate how hard us labourers work xP

so anyway~ today i went shopping and bought a new jacket! yay~ its really pretty. why i bought a new jacket. cause my green colour jacket is stolen! in school!! TT__TT grr!~ it was there then 10 minutes later its not. geez~ my school full of thieves..its jacket WHY would you(whoever you are) wants to steal jacket. its not even Nike or Adidas. just cheetah. so I'm making a point to only bring the oldest jacket i have to school!~ grrrr!~

and this morning cause i really cant call it last night (12am) was on the phone then as a typical energizer bunny i was jumping around while talking then i accidentally step on this small piece of glass...HURTS LIKE HELL. at first i didn't even realise it. and why is there glass on the floor u ask? cause before that my dad made ice milo and my sis accidentally broke the glass with the ice milo. THE BEST PART: THAT IS MY CUP! actually its more of a glass but yea.. =.=

being such a selfish brat i just made my friend go online and wasted another's friend credit by smsing n calling too much..(you know who you guys are xP) hahaha. i so shouldnt be laughing now i'm worried about the bill >.< anyway~ thanks you guys! love u lots my boredem killers! a friend in need is a friend indeed xD

gaH!~ i gtg in 20 minutes time. =.= have to go karaoke with dad's friend. why the hell do me & my sis have to anyway. oh right! cause his friend said family bonding....awesome.NOT. my mum's not even here and she yang love to sing. my voice is like T_T cause haven't get well from my sickness(okay this word is so not suitable with the sentence but whatever~ we're not having English grammar competition)

i know i just wrote a post 5 mins ago

hey! m back...i've realised i missed out a few things while writing and i am just too damn lazy to edit it and partly because if i have more post lydia cant complain! wakakak~ btw~ thanks boon, cause of you spamming question, i realise i missed out sooo many news!~ =D

first of all, my school its in a disastrous state. gah! it would be so helpful with a picture now... they block the stairs with those CSI tapes but its like red and white colour..gah!~ nevermind if you dont understand me but the point is they block the stairs cause i think that place is gonna crash anytime soon. well it looks like >.< ooowh~ dangerous. oh yea~ did i fail to mention. it's on the third floor. so high...n you know gravitiy and ceiling.and tiny humans *dont wanna think about it*

then, chemistry paper 3 was like hell..if possible i dont ever wanna see that paper again. i mean what is double decomposition!!?? i swear i've never even heard of it and it's a "we have to plan out an experiment" question...friggin 17 marks.

i guess that's all..if anything else i'll update by editing here.hahahah

p/S~ nice picture lydia on your posts! wonder what'll happen if our beloved classmates esp class monitor sees it! hahah

eh~ err~ title it ask.hmm..

i swear any more decisions my brain will blow. btw~ i might go back to bru during June. brunei holiday time. i say MIGHT which means FAT CHANCE ok not that fat but yea. i've decided that if my dad's driving then i'll go..see where does the fat comes from. cause i think he's gonna be quite bz n all so nyehhh~~~
even if i go back, i'll just go for this course which is cool~ and m planning to drag plp to go with me =) yay!~ my sis just wanna go back to buy comics so i'm friendless..ok dat sounds so depressing..is it me or the way i type today is like detach and ...ok fine m speechless and m blaming it all on the exams!!!

sleeps a lot lately! i guess this has something to do with exam and how your brain cell tends to die, u noe overthinking. it's like a killing spree in there well you wouldnt know would you. so i sincerely apologise to me frens cause i tend to doze off while smsing. woops~ T_T soo yea..realllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy soriiieeee >.<

winn!!~ m dying to get u on9..i need a cbox and and and there's no1 who know how to put it on. actually they do but my page like cacat sikit. so need your help...miss u lots too..wonder how u doing now =)

now that i think about it i haven't heard from simmy n vivi too lately..may b I'm the one who seldom on these days..hmmmm

o yay!~ i finish a post..now off i go..lalalal~~ have a nice day everyone =D

food poisoning

which is why i did not go to school today. a thursday. the day when i have two major papers to take. add maths and chemistry. someone just shoot me. hahahah! jK =) i know i'm like sooo not suppose to be online but who cares. i'll study my physics later xD

oh yea~i guess my sis and i ate something and so yea~ both of us are POISONED. this must be a real bad case or may be i've just never got poison beofre. i cant tell cause i'm sure constant stomach ache which i havent felt for a long time feels terrible and sis vomited. hers was probably more serious than mine.

yea~ obviously this is a really boring post. but today was a great day overall =) oh yea! i have an MC its a first =D

today~~

i know right! such an interesting title xP hehe..anyway. here am i sipping green tea while thinking of what to type actually i do know what to type but starting is just so hard for me. hmm~

oh yea~ when i say green tea i literally meant tea leaves that are green. hahaha.

so here i am onlining though i said I'll try not to since exam is like 3 days away. sigh~ couldn't resist temptation. i mean come on who can? i didnt go to school today cause it was MAPEC(majlis anugerah pelajar cemerlang) and i didn't get any award this year which is like depressing cause it's like the first time ever since i entered the school that I'm not getting any cash so instead of going to that function, sitting with the crowd staring at people getting award and listening to the never ending speeches. i decided to stay at home and sleep till 11am! which i did! what an accomplishment. i feel sooo proud of myself now. i rarely get to sleep past 10 T_T
ooh!~ just got an sms that they are giving Friday& Saturday off too =D yay!

so yea~ as i was depress(exaggerated) and all i told my mum about it and suggest that she should bring me for karaoke or something. AGAIN...just for cheering up myself purposes.dont go to karaokes...lawl~ and so the conversation goes like this

me: mum, u know the mapec thing this year i don't get any cash n all so you should bring me to pub or karaoke or the movies.
mum: *looks at me* y are we celebrating?
me: we're not celebrating =.= its a I'm so down so u should bring me somewhere to take my minds off things
mum: why do we have to go to pubs n karaokes?
me: gah! nevermind i think I'll just go to sleep. goodnight (and so i left)

see how they tends to go BESIDES the point and OUT-OF topic. yea~ same goes to my dad too. no wonder i'm like that too..haha~ the genes xP
oh yea heres an example convo on how my dad spontaneously reply with less than 5 words~

(we were talking bout my driving class which have not started yet, and he was giving all kinds of tips. btw~ he was driving me back home from tuition)
me: how fast can i drive when i get my license?
dad: 50km/hr
me: what??!! so slow.
dad: well~ you are still a new driver, better safe than sorry.
(here's where the spontaneously reply, without repetition and with less than 5 words starts)
me: 60?
dad: ok
me: 70?
dad: no problem
me: 80?
dad: sure
me: 90?
dad: as you like
me: 100?
dad: up to u
me: i thought u say only 50km/hr and yet when i say 100 you're like ok with it.
dad: i suggested 50 but more than that make sure u dont bring any passengers.
me: =.=llll

and so i shut up and went to open the gates.

dont give me that look~

you will so understand my title after u read a few sentences after this.

i did not go to the driving law class! cause well~ my friend didn't confirm whether she wants to go or not AND so i postpone it to next week. which i'm sure by next week i would have find someone to go with me =) scary wahh!~ going alone. u cant blame me. its an unfamiliar place with strangers. why did my cousin went and not tell me TT_TT why oh why oh why~ may be he went with his friends =.=

that's why i'm sitting in front of the computer at 7.19 ON a sunday, blogging. sad huh~ i cant go back to sleep =(

lyrics and poems

this is like a total random poem, which i wouldnt call it a poem,
actually i refuse to call it a poem cause poetry is emo. i mean not that i'm being a prejudice or anything but its sooo not me, that's all i'm saying.
so yea~ i was dozing off during history class(we were having a test) and i practically finished my paper when the words suddenly came to me and i felt that i soo have to write it down so yea, here you go~

Is it you? and is it me?
or is there another somebody.
I close my eyes so i can really see,
in your heart is there a place for me.

Ever since I met you, I'm always in a daze,
Have i really become a _____-craze?
This feels so much like a wild goose chase.
Figuring it out is worse than being in a maze.

Tears in my eyes says it all,
I really wish i've never made that call.
It's really over between you and me
and the last thing i want is you coming to beg and plea

hey at least it rhymes. =)
Lydia made me, more like she dared, bribe...i demand my free ice-cream now! T_T


i dont know why but suddenly just feel like posting this song's lyrics, weird huh..must be the happenings lately..hahah~so if you dont mind guess who sang this song and what's the song title =P

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be

gah! scerwd up life!!

seriously these TENSIONS must so be released..i feel like I'm about to blow anytime soon.

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY EMAIL???!!! i went online and wants to check on my mails~ the usual.. and it frigging said:

You don't have an inbox...yet

WTH! is dis some sort of prank? a joke??! not funny!!! i have important emails there.. not that i run a corporate business but I HAVE..i repeat..UBERLY IMPORTANT EMAILS IN THERE! THERE!!! that friggin non existent inbox!! YESH! i am soo pissed off! stress-out! i feel like stabbing someone, jump off a cliff. whatever! and seriously when i mean IMPORTANT i mean it. not some love-letter important. it's the air tickets important kind.
see~ m so screwed. my life is officially over. how do i break it to my parents. i dont wanna pay for their tickets TT_TT and what if they need to refer back when their credit cards bill came.
i shall hereby leave all my gizmo to my sister and books to my friend lydia. wish to donate all my organs to the needy and lastly to be cremated.

i seriously wish and hope that my email comes back tomorrow. like what a friend just said, may be the internet or whatever is the one having problems.

not only that my exam is two weeks away~ i seriously need to study but i cant get enough sleep, luckily we have unimportant&boring subjects which allows me to doze off half the time. see~ exactly why we should love English class =D but not the weird english teacher.

actually those two arent the only things that screwd up my life. there are worst but prefer not to state it in the blog as everyone knows~ BLOG IS A PUBLIC THING. oh well~ till here then.


btw~ happy birthday simmy =) sorry its a lil late.
btw~ i heard of the news.. if you need someone to talk to, m always here. k. i promise that even if its 4am i would go online if u want me to. and anything just sms me. PLS dun keep it all to urself! you are not a burden or watsoever. not telling me will make me feels like shit or crap or whichever way u wanna put it. all the best to u.

busy busy me

its April~ our government exam is on November and my teacher who i have no idea what her brain is made of said "they started tuition class so late, its suppose to start during February or march" oh oh! did i forgot to mention! my tuition class schedule?~ cause it goes like this.

Monday-Thursday~ till 3pm
Friday~ till 4pm
we sometimes have class on Saturdays
extra curricular activities is on every alternate Saturdays.
statement of the day: it's not easy to be a student.

then i have tuition everyday except for Thursdays and Sundays. BUT now i'll have driving classes on Sundays.
so yea~ its like i totally have no time what so ever. so the only time i can go online is on Saturday nights so catch me if you can~ lalalala~~~ xP if not sms or send off9 messages xD

oh yea! back to driving. heheh! yay!!! m gonna learn soon. next week......i so cant wait *excited* though i heard its quite boring at first BUT oh well~ that's the first step. my mummy and daddy so cannot wait for me to drive so that they can dump all the "driving responsibility" to me. that includes driving me & my sis to school and tuition whatsoever so that they can go for their like 100th honeymoon. T_T good for them.

working under pressure is not so bad, in fact i guess it's the only way i can study properly. weird huh. =.= is it me or its just form5 cause I'm so frigging pumped up to study! hahah~ gawd! m such a nerd. NOT. actually I'm just a girl on mission. i guess i did slacked a bit too much when i was in form4. hehe..

I've decided to update my blog like at least once a week, hehe....seriously planning to DISOWN(a new word i learnt from lyd) lawl! my "laziness" though i don't think attitude can be disown but who cares! ehehehe.

dont vent your anger on someone else~!

EARTH HOUR PEOPLE!!! yea~ i offed the lights except for 2, on the air conditioner & computers. see I'm like sooo contributing to this earth hour thingee =)

ok fine I'm bored, that was just to break the ice. Anyways~ i just came back from this mall and went to this book store call "popular" which i'm sure most of you have heard before and the person's who's at the CASHIER HAS A FRIGGIN SHITTY ATTITUDE. seriously. gawd...i so feel like just ringing her manager up! and i tell you that is a veryy nice manager. You know being indecisive and all i was like should i get it or not..which i guess totally pisses that cashier off. (who obviously had a bad day). and while she's getting that plastic bag to put my book in she was complaining to another cashier who gave a just-relax-la-smile. and come on I WAS STILL STANDING AT THE CASHIER i can see it you know. and before that she gave me that look of annoyance which i TOTALLY overlooked by telling myself.IGNORE IT. gah!~ i was so pissed.

that's why people, if you can afford i highly recommend you to go for franchises, or high class place where people can speak proper English, don't have a shit-ass attitude and the service is so way better!

well~ yea...that's all.

=)

>When a girl says she’s sad but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.

> When she ignores you after you’ve done something wrong, it’s best to gift her time to cool down before touching her heart with apology.

> If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute, even she flirts with other guys.

> When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, don’t do that!

> If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

> If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

> Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings, and writing are ways of expressing themselves.

> Being too serious can turn the girl off.

> When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

> A smile means a lot to a girl.

> If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

> If a girl says she can’t go out with you because she has to study, leave.

> But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

> Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.

> Hearing the words “I love you” is a great reassurance that she is beautiful.

> After a girl falls in love with a guy, she’ll wonder why she never noticed him before.

> When a class pictures come out, a girl would first look at the girl next to her crush before looking at her.

> A girl’s ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

> Girls love having fun!

> Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their ‘prettier’ friend.

> A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.

> When the guy she likes smile and stare deep into her eyes, she will melt.

> Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but all girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

> Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

> Never tell a girl that she is useless in any way.

> A girl likes to hear compliments but usually is not sure how to react to them.

> Girls like to hear jokes.

> Love means devotion, caring, and happiness to a girl, in that order.

> A girl’s best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

100 truths tagged by vivi =]

001. Name → Shi ming.
004. Zodiac sign → Virgo.
005. Male or female → gee, ya think?
006. Elementary → CHTS~ PDS jangsak.
007. Middle School → P.D.S &SMP.
008. High School → T.T too bad we're not in aus
009. College School → lets see where my results leads me.
010. Hair color → Black~
011. Long or short → its somewhat long but i just trim it so short. wait its a lil of both
012. Loud or Quiet → depending who am with and where i am xP
013. Sweats or Jeans → neither
014. Phone or Camera → phone. i dont know any1 who would rather choose camera than handphone. UNLESS that person already have handphone.
015. Health freak → Barely~ ^_<
016. Drink or Smoke? → oh kewl! a bonus question! T_T
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → eh~ u know actually i'm not sure
018. Eat or Drink → Both?
019. Piercings → no have any
020. Tattoos → no if it hurts. lawl

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing →never got any~
024. First best friend → ...
025. First award → primary school?
026. First crush → it's either end of form1 or beginning of form2. cant remember
027. First pet → if like MINE, hamster. if family pet dog.
028. First big vacation → hong kong =D
030. First big birthday → dunno eh~ i dun really celebrate my birthdays

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → chocolate
050. Drinking → something my mum made.
052. I'm about to → reply my msn.
053. Listening to → 口袋的天空-张韶涵
054. Plans for today → finish homeworks, tho proven impossible coz i haf like 1 hour left.
055. Waiting for → someone to get their ass on9 =.=

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → sure, i guess~ thinking of adopting tho.
059. Want to get married? → great question.
060. Careers in mind → science field, entrepreneur xP

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → taller.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → yea i suppose
074. Sensitive or loud → depends?
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → neither.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → 20/20 eyesight marn!
081. Ran away from home → no, thought of.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → nopee
083. Killed somebody → nope
084. Broken someone's heart → i..haf no idea.
085. Been arrested → nope.
087. Cried when someone died → when my pet hamster died?

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → sometimes. depends on which categories are ypu talking about.
090. Miracles → i guess so
091. Love at first sight → not realllly
092. Heaven → *shrugs*
093. Santa Claus → nopes
094. Tooth Fairy → they never leave money so no.
095. Kiss on the first date → moving a lil too fast dun u tink? nope

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → i'm not sure, i guess so.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → today? this week? yups, tho sometimes i dont.
099. Do you believe in God → eh~ yea.

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people →
-dont think i haf so much plp to tag
>vivi
>simmy
>win2
>jem
>leening
>mu

one tree hill =D

i seriously dont want the holiday to end. i mean its holidaysss...yea~ i should stop whining and focus on the so called "greater things in life".

well yea~ so as to say my holiday was a blast, i guess...1st of all i finish one tree hill season 5! gawd i hate nanny carrie, pity lindsey and lovee jamie! he's just sooo adorable....lucas & nathan is still hawt except when lucas got a mohawk!(dat was funny) and nathan in the beginning of the season. btw~ sori to all leyton friends out there but i absolutely (since hate is a strong word) dislike them! i dunno, i just dont really peyton. hmm~

i seriously was about to go to the second,third and .... till i lost my english grammar book and forgot how to make sentences xP so till i find the book. heheh

tagged?

Dear Jem:
I don't really know how to tell you this, but I'm in love with your sister. I think I realized it When I saw the shrunken head At the mental hospital and I saw you Sit on My best friend. I'm sure you're Open enough to understand That Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your ring to you, but I'll keep Your collection of butterflies as a memory. You should also know that I Never openly mocked Oprah Winfrey imitations .

Greetings to your frog Leonard,
-shi ming-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

I tag you:

• BEWIMII
• vivi
• win2
• leening
  
• jem
• mu

i couldnt be bothered with giving this post a title

*ignore the grammar and all*
I'm like having my 1st term holidays right now~ which will last for a week (stingy MOE) hahah~ anyways~ today is like the second day and apparently i forgot what does it mean to spend time WISELY.

since m dead bored I'll write a uberly boring post bout the activities that is and gonna be doing for this week~
1) finish watching one tree hill season 5
2) finish all my h/w (if that is possible)
3) revise! -soo working on it-
4) ooowh!!! n ask my cousin bout how to get the driving license and all...

i should really start sleeping early and waking up early cause i just realise, my mood is like really bad if i wake up late =.= but i have to agree i sleep reallllllllllly~ i mean....for the pass few days i slept at 4.30am and 5am. earlyyy huh..even tho I've always "dreamed" of not sleeping for 24 hrs but seriously dont see that happening anytime soon. (jan2 i know if your reading this your probably gonna say i have sad dream..) T_T

oh great now i'm really speechless......

happy advance valentines day.

Tho I'm not so sure is everyone that happy for valentines day to come cause well for me valentines day is just another typical day. I cant believe it, my first post for 2009 and I'm gonna complain but wth~ i mean that's what a blog for anyway to pour our your heart & soul and complain to the rest of the world how unfair life is.(riiiight~)

Anyway can u believe it tomorrow is like VALENTINES DAY and we have like school! school like usual actually it's worse than usual. our timetable will be like Friday's timetable (which means we finish school at 12.00) BUT noooooo~ the school ain't happy with us having free time on Saturdays which is SUPPOSINGLY a free day. so this is what they did. They extend the time till 2.30pm or 3pm i forgot. but yea~ we have friggin ko-korikulums!! and and and what's the worse is we have sports(kokurikulum) at like 12pm. i nearly died on the spot when i heard them announcing. I mean seriously. as if us students needs to get any tanner.
Conclusion:- teacher's from my school have no life they cant even enjoy valentines and they are taking out on us and therefore we students should study our butt off and start idolising nerds =D

owh~ anyway~ happy valentines day people <3
wow this post is amazingly short.