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Saturday, July 30, 2011


i only have the urge to go online when i see the computer laying there, untouched.... on hibernate. my mum took the pc away (for work) and i didnt even bother looking for it. hahahah! thus why i barely went online this week. school's alright i guess, just some people are still LIKE THAT. nyeh~ i really dont give a damn. people can do what they want, say all they want. i'm happy with myself and how things are right now :) nerd-mode is pretty much on, i have "more" drive to study compared to few months back.

we've pretty much complete our syllabus for all four subs so its revision full blast. the word revision actually gives me a sense of confidence like finally, we're really preparing for war or something, idk. just a feeling.

i have pretty bad mood swings. if something ticks me off, everything else ticks me off. and it takes a while for me to chill.. i think i've made the wrong move for tonight but whatevers, just keep reminding myself why did i make that choice. self-deluding? idk.
















tons of work

Thursday, July 21, 2011

so i have TONS OF WORK to do. no, like seriously tons. so ima gonna take these few nights to finish all my 2000000 thingees. whole stack of bio, chem, unfinished math1&2, pa graphs =/
so thats like 3 sleepless nights. ima still gonna get some sleep tho, prolly an hour or two. re-stock on coffee dear parents :P

wish me luck.

yesterday~ AWESOME!

Sunday, July 17, 2011

ok so first of all i finish running the whole way. yes, as in the whole 7k! :O i am proud cause last year i went halfway BECAUSE it started drizzling..so yea :P

who were there?
me, jacqie, silas, satya, yap2, aaron, wilbur, alston (who left early), keith&ferik joined us during the bazaar time.
saw evon, golok & koscinki during the run :) and tons of other all saints-er~

so yea~ it was fun hanging out with all of em :) tho this year is a tad bit different from last year. cause most prolly last year was all "our batch" and this year is just chilling with plp? o.o and less pictures were taken. not that it bothers me since i'm not a picture-person too :P hehehe~

anyways~ after that my mum&dad picked me up and my mum wanted to go for movies and so she picked cathay (dont know why she love it there so much) then there were only 3 movies that were screening. transformers, HP deathly hallows & mr. poppers penguins. obviously we picked HP :D before we entered the movie, saw some acquaintane who had other acquaintances who knew each other. trust me, sabah is SUPER SMALL. everyone knows everybody o.O strange place :P ahhaha~

and HARRY POTTER WAS SO AWESOME I HAVE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE IT. way better than transformers (which i watched on friday night, 11.50pm show, YES! midnight :P) so yea, thats like 2 box-offiice movie in a row :D so people. harry potter= MUST WATCH. i dont care whether u read the book u missed the first few movies. this is a must watch.

and i may break my own record by watching it again with my sis :D cause in my whole 18 year old life. i have NEVER watched the same movie twice in a cinema :P so this may be a first :) and its WORTH IT! i glared at my mum everytime she yawned during the movie, 3 times, i counted =.= cant believe she YAWNED during HP, thats like a crime.

and had breakfast just niw and talked bout harry potter. my mum cracks us up man. there was this scene with dumbledore in a bright2 place...my mum thought dumbledore was god. hahahah! and she pronouced harry potter as helicopeter. LAWLAWLAWLAWL.

Saturday, July 16, 2011


she always make me choose between what i really want and what i need to do. always, without fail. god, i really hate it. that's one of the reason why i hate her so much. today, for the first time ever i'm choosing what i want instead of what i should do. it bugs me so much. i think about it every waking second. no one knows it but its really eating me up. the guilt. i dont understand why she wants to torture me like this. i really dont.

i guess this is the main reason why i'm so indecisve. how exactly can you choose between what you want and what you have to do? tell me! i'm really having second thoughts now. should i go for what i have planned for weeks just for something she signed me up two days back without consulting me? fck fcking fck. i hate this feeling, this position she constantly puts me in. people say live a life with no regrets. i doubt i could ever live a life like that.


one day ima gonna die due to my heart getting soooo weak =.=

told ya bout good vibes

Friday, July 15, 2011

thursday been the day when everything starts to turn great. like seriously not bad, great! :D hahahah~ got mcD for dinner just now and ima gonna catch transformers 3 (LIKE FINALLY) at 11.50pm tonight.

my inspiration for this post: lyd's "ps". WHAT DID I DO??? :O i've been a good kidd, reallyyy *puppy eyes* heheh~

hopes all is well there lyds lyds ~ misshhh euu oh-so-much~ everytime i look at my room it reminds me of u, okay, so may be that sounded a bit wrong -_- what i meant was.....cause the watch is in the room and that small box you gave me few years back is placed in my room. so yea~ thus why it reminds me of you.. LAWL. i'm straight okay, despite the fact that i may be playful at times, i was never genderly confuse. PERIOD.

so today was SOO BORING and such a waste of time, just ceramah all day long. tho now working in SG airlines does seem very inviting :P hahaaha~ but naww~ we'll see :) and there was a spotcheck, good kid like me no bring weird things :P but then i find it so retarded to be spot check-ing the form 6. like helooo we're 18/19 and dude, u think we wanna be in school and be bounded by all these schhol rules??? =.=


















competition over :D

Thursday, July 14, 2011

we wanted to win cash so bad that behind the booth, i was singing to yap..
it's all about the money money money
we really need the money money money~

lolol~ lame i know :P
bummer we couldnt get first, a lot of the judges said it was a shame due to the title "student's perception of the implementation of Science and Mathematics" it was such a sensitive issue and doing this research wont benefit the community CAUSE APPARENTLY there was a theme for this MUET competition which is ENGLISH AND COMMUNITY, which our beloved teacher "failed" to mention to us. we just knew today. YAY US~ =.=

but we did get 2nd runner up so thats good too :) whee~ now i'm looking for my account book :O i forgot where i placed it.....without it i cant get my allowance and claim my $$ :O

lalallala~anyway, i'm just glad that the competition is FINALLY over!!!! the last thing done. now FULL BLAST on stpm! WOOTS~ :)

muet coll competiition

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

so tomorrow's the MUET colloquium competition. i hope we win. what really matters is the cash prize :/ almost everyone in our team are KINDA broke-ish. so cash would be VERY useful. better if we can win more than one award :P hahah~ jkjk~ must not be too greedy.....

the theater seems scary its like those lectures hall. all eyes will be on the presenters :O scaryness. MUST NOT GIVE IN TO NERVES. stay calm. yup! thats the plan... [p/s: wish me luck :P]

its held in yayasan sabah. one of my fav place in KK. there's this section of that place where you can look out to the sea and i just love to sit on the steps there and think. or just chill. calms me down. yeap. so ima try to hangout there as much as possible. i dont mind being alone tho :) will bring mp3 tmr, instincts tells me there'll be LOTS of time to kill tmr~

*yawns* getting so tired and sleepy, i think ima gonna hit the bed soon :) nights world.

just saying~

Tuesday, July 12, 2011


i talked to you already, friggin did. okay, so you cant consider that talking but i uttered words to you. you're the one not replying and stuff. so dont say i didnt try or blame me for shits, please, go check the mirror before blaming everything to me. period.
like, tell me bout it!!!


cause monday's the worst. morning assembly that last for an hour or more. there's 3 periods of bio and then chem. killa subs. and if thats not enough, sometimes we have extra chem tuition class (in school) then usually i'll reach home around 6.15pm cause still need to pick my sis up from her school. then i'll have to shower and have dinner as fast as i can then off for tuition which starts at 7.15pm, oh yea, did i fail to mention, its a chem tuition i'm going. YEA, ihatemonday.








welcome to sabah~

Sunday, July 10, 2011

i dont know why i cant stop insulting the "news"

1) regarding the bersih 2.0 rally...this is what i got from daily express:

"...Among the reasons the rally proved unsuccessful in the State, he said, was because Sabahans preferred harmony..."

my comments: HAHAHAHAHA!!! nicely said, but we all know cause we
1) dont give a shyt
2) too lazy to cause any trouble
3) all too scared to die
4) everyone is waiting for someone to do something so the rest can watch a drama, which pretty much means no one is gonna do anything cause everyone is waiting. GEDDIT?

lame-ness :P harmony my ass..

2) i got from google news

"Electricity rates in Sabah and Labuan will go up by 15% from July 15 but the increase will only affect consumers whose average monthly bills exceed RM77"

LIKE HELLO?!!! can you tell me who exactly gets an average ELECTRICITY bill that does not exceed rm77??? SERIOUSLY MAN. my gawd~ might as well you scratch that last part off -_-lll and 15% is a lot =.= and why only this 2 states? if the reason is
“This restructuring is necessary to reflect the actual cost of power supply and also to promote the efficient use of electricity in line with the current energy policy,”
why not every state also increase by 15%?? like can you blame us that the weather is being so menopausal, 1 day rain and the next day sunny like oven or something... =.=

i'm craving for....



something with marshamallows and cream in it :D

YOGHURT!!!


fruit with ice cream!


ben & jerry's


starbucks coffee ice cream *o* (non-existent in sabah) :(


damn the cone looks so good @.@

TITLE-LESS shall be the title :D

i disconnected my twitter from my facebook! :)





exactly!!!! THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING.