=) i'll be good (:
so dont worry fellow readers x) [prasan this]

*smiles* :)

but then those who doesnt ; are keepers :)

gah!! and i didnt take any pics in the kindies today =/ cause i like very malu/pai seh bha.

just 1 pic with lewis ;) (thanks jacqieeessss) today was the last day m gonna be at the kindy. i wanna work there for my next break! :D somewhat attached to them kidos. really cute and i learn a lot from them(both the teachers&kids) too (:
i'm surprise at myself actually. just 4 days of working there, i can actually regconise&memorise all the kids' & teachers' names :)

oh! and the teachers there are like awesome man! :D real friendly, funny and patient with the kids.

i'm gonna miss em all =')




this world has never contain such things as facts or lies. there are only irrefutable facts. in spite of that, all living things spend their existence selecting only the truth that suits them and taking them for absolute truth

-Aizen Sosuke

i just really like the way they put it xD

yea..dude! =P

very very

fact 5: we're only human and so everyone dies one day. just accept that and live life to its fullest. you dont know when you're next. serious.

can this be any true-er?

so people, dont think too much bout it!

its not you, its me

i think about it everyday

so i didnt go to work today (or more like cancelled it) cause i wasnt feeling well and i wouldn't wanna get the kids infected with my germs right? lawls~ sooo yeaa!

i wonder hows ely&jacqs are o.O

woke up around 10++ and felt happy prolly cause enough sleep and all =) my mood was pretty good today~ so yea *happy* =)
nothing much to update~ -.-

ifeelsonegativelately. itsnotlikeiwannadieorstufflikethat,NO. itsjustthatlatelyifeelsomoodless, tired,nomotivationandsickofeverything. iwannagetawayfromthehousefrompeopleiknowof(friends&families included), justreachsomewhere. startanew. ormaybejustavacationbutthenmyparentswouldntallowitduetowell~ reasons. soicantgoanywhere. ihavetostayathome. idontevenwannawork, ijustwantthemoney. needthemoney. andthethoughtofgoingbacktoschoolinamonthtimejustworsensmymood. ifeellikeanti-socialising. i'lltalkwhensomeonetalkstometho.
doyouknowthatireallywanttodeactivatemyfacebook,throwmyphoneintothesea,privatisemyblog, neveronmymsn&skype.thosearetheverythoughtsihaveinmymindallthetime

to whoever(if there is any) that get to read this, congrats. i made it extra difficult to & if u did, please dont ask me bout it.thanks.

last saturday for the month of nov'10

dont we all ;)

start to catch up with my all time fav anime, bleach ♥

SHYT! I FEEL A SORE THROAT COMING! =/

actually planned to jog with a bunch of friends but unfortunately THAT didnt went according to plan cause my mum didnt wanna send me and stuff cause an hour or so after that need to send my sis so bla3~~~ ended up not being able to go even when i was in a proper attire already. pffts~ the plan was suppose to be carried out at 7.30am in the morning -.-

anyways~ since THE plan didnt work out. nego with momma &&&&&&& i get to use the car! :D condition: i have to bring my sis to&fro for tuition. no probs with that ;) then she went out and i sent my sis to tuition. suppose to pick her up at 11am but then turns out she came out at 12. WTF! i was super duper pissed. prolly cause i feel like lots of time wasted, it was a hot day trap in a car, had no one to talk to, havent had my breakfast yet, lack of sleep, bloody sis cant even reply to my sms or AT LEAST inform me teacher gave them a "free" extra hour. I HATE WAITING. yeaa =.= i was like SOO freakin piss + furious and all. RAWR! i swear i nearly bit her head off when she came into the car.

then after that we drop the car in a shopping mall where my momma is going to then walked to the other mall(just across the road) for Harry Potter!!! xD like finally much?! :D
break personal record oh, that has got to be the 1st time i got so many phone calls whil5e sitting a movie =.= like 5 phone calls this, from 3 different people. lawl. && HP 7-part1 is good man! like veryyy veryy compared to twilight.no offense vampy fans.
i mean c'mon, stewart doesnt even have a quarter of emotions and talent to what watson has.admit it, you know i'm right.....


after that when i came home i was surprised that my aunt & uncle (as in dad's sis&bro) were here. went up then took in the clothes and all bla3~ then my aunt suddenly came over eyes puffy and said my grandma fell down =O rushed to the other side of the house then yea, cut her head =/ damn~ sigh... now m thinking whether to turn down the job offer and stay at home 24/7 to watch over my grandma. i swear she was completely alright when i left (for movies) damn, so guilty this. SIGH~ hope she gets well soon&&&&&stop being so bloody obstinate.
breaks my heart to c my aunt cry ='( nearly cried with her too...

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag 10 people. Use the "First Letter of Your Name" to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real . . . nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Ming

2. A four Letter Word: mock

3. A girl’s Name: michelle

4. A boy’s Name: michael

5. An occupation: minister? o.O

6. A color: maroon

7. Something you wear: make-up? [rarely tho] =P

8. A food: mash potatoess!! x) marshmallows!

9. Something found in the bathroom: my toothbrush xD (yea, i know i cheated.cant think of anything that starts with letter "m")

10. A place: Malaysia =.=

11. A reason for being late: mum -.-lll

12. Something you shout: makai? =P

13. A movie title: monster inc

14. Something you drink: milk

15. A musical group or artist: michael jackson

16. An animal: monkeyyyyy

17. A street name: jln,mat salleh. lawls!

18. A type of car: mercedes

19. The title of a song: miss independent?

20. Name an activity that requires more than one person: match-making O.o

fact 4:
humans are the true definition of hypocrisy.

Sometimes you have to test someone. Not because you don’t trust them, but to see how much they’ll sacrifice for you. And sometimes you have to let them go, not because you suddenly stopped loving them, but to see if they love you enough to come back.

Society's standards are fucked.
If you’re reserved and quiet, you’re emo.
If you’re open and expressive, you’re attention hungry.
If you’re a virgin by 16, you’re doing something wrong.
If you lose it by 16, you’re a whore.
If you don’t compliment yourself, you’re begging for compliments.
If you do compliment yourself, you’re full of yourself.
If you’re unique, you’re weird.
If you’re “normal,” you’re boring.
It’s hard to find yourself in a world so centered around perfection, when in reality imperfection is what defines us.

I support gay marriage. I’m straight. Why do I support? Because they’re fucking human too.

fact 3:

As much as you dont wanna believe some of the things that you encounter in life, its real, its there. sometimes its better to take that extra care/caution to prevent something bigger/serious-er to happen.

I like it when you text me first, it makes me feel wanted and it surely puts a big smile on my face.

Calling someone fat won’t make you any skinner. Calling someone stupid doesn’t make you any smarter. Ruining someone’s life won’t make yours any better. The only thing that you can do in life is solve the problem that’s in front of you.

—Mean Girls

tadika is more tiring then taska. taska kids cry more, tadika kids doesnt listen. they are still interesting creatures xD

BAD OMEN~
i wonder what did my dad dreamt about.
what is it that my mum know and not telling, yet.

they're all up there now and m here in kk. sigh~~~ oh well~ it is unavoidable after all. actually it didnt really hit me until dad picked them up and they reach kundasang and stuff soo yea =/
neway~ hope u guys have tons of fun (:

LAWL! xD

tell me bout it =.=

so i just came back from jacq's place xD damn~ that was some long awesome talk! lovee that woman to the core! :) and chillax man~ hahaha! i would invent a chill pill and trick her into testing it~ no better candidates ya noe xP JOKES!

anyways~ taska was not bad. i mean i didnt know i actually have patience dealing with 3 years old...they actually kinda fascinate me. kids they're really something. by something&fascinating is they're so ridiculously-funny&annoying. ahhahha~ it was great experience~ then went to an indian shop to eat with jacqss~ then to her place (:

neway~ dad just told me i cant go kundasang tmr cause of my grandma&sis.. figured out its best for me to stay at home and stuff~ well i didnt argue with him cause
a) my grandma isnt in her tip-top condition so yeaaa (dangerous to leave her home alone)
b) my sis spm...last minute drilling and stuffs
so sigh~ hope u peeps out there have fun~ still stick to the same plan tho. come over to my place&dad's gonna bring u guys up =)) no change on THAT part.

p/s: the unbelivable jobless dude actually LITERALLY counted how many "lawls" i said in our convo =O

“ Sometimes when we think we are keeping a secret, the secret is actually keeping us. "

-Frank Warren

“ The best way is not to fight it, just go. Don’t be trying all the time to fix things. What you run from only stays with you longer. When you fight something, you only make it stronger."

-Chuck Palahniuk

define just go =/

“ If you hoard love, it melts away. If you lock love, it breaks free. If you grab on to love, you end up holding an illusion. When you let love flower in its own way, it stays to support you. When you pass on love, it multiplies beyond measure.

-Unknown

lawl! like so no life this =P

1. Never let anyone tell you that your dream is too far from reach.

2. Never let the bitterness of others influence your decisions to have the life you want.

3. Never allow the insecurities of others creep into your mind to let them overtake your own.

4. Never forget your dreams.

5. Never believe that one person, no matter how convincing they may be, has all the answers.

6. Never forget how lucky you are to have a passion- lots of people never find theirs.

7. Always know that what scares you is usually what will make you better.

8. Always remember what makes you happy.