its goood to make people happy :)

people, should make it a point to make others happy. like not to the point where u have to trouble yourself :)

anyways! i FINALLY sent the audio clip to lyds :) (yay! me~~) and she was so happy, which made me happy, and then if ely sees lyd's post on fb and checked out y blog, m pretty sure she'll be happy tooo~ aww~ a clip can make plp so happy :) it's so worth it :D

neways~ jacqie came over to bake cookies :D AWESOME COOKIES i tell euu. PEOPLE! u should so buy it! :) neway~ i think jacq & lyd should so meet :) they'll get along so well. and then there's the 20,000 common friends too xP

then i didnt go for choir practice today cause have to bake the cookies kan, i wonder what happen. its this saturday and m still confuse about what are we suppose to wear =O yeshh, thats i VERY VERY bad...

then prefects night. i think i'll just wear back the dress~ OR MAY BE if that morning itself i can find anything worth it and nice, i'll go for it. ahahhaha! i know, so last minute right =.=''''

hmm~ what else, what else o.O (after 3secs)
well i think thats all for today :D (LAWLS) =P

i love u all!!

i seriously seriously do! ELY, my classmates(especially them 2-youu know whoo uu are :D), a few fellas from k2 and even fewer from k1. but then as my FAVOURITE muet teacher would summarise it : I LOVE everyone from LOWER 6' 2010!!!

thanks for the surprise just now :))) i was really really veryy veryy touch. andd damn you yap2 for being such a freakin good actor. u scared the shit out of me man!! =O then kong2 lagii! RAWR~!

should have known they planned something especially when ely suddenly ask me to teman her go canteen AND STAY THERE. [wtf?!!! she never stays in canteen after buying food NEVER!] but then i was too busy worrying bout yap and how i have successfully seems to pissed him off >.<

then jacqieee-wackiee totally blew the freakin cover off!! so this is what she did:
ely&i was sitting in the canteen while exchanging our grandchildren's story, then jacq came and went like "i have stomach ache ohh shi ming, lets go back to class" it was kinda odd so i asked her to just sit with us la, why go back class kan. but she insisted. so me&ely just go laaa. then otw to class she was like bla bla bla headache[DARLS, U EPIC FAIL-the ruining sentence]. then i was like. so is it stomach ache or headache. which is d'oh, i may be slow but its obvious to figure out something was wrong xP

so yeaa~ then i entered k2, and the lights was offed and all then they sang birthday song to me x))) which is then i realised they actually have a fuh-rea-kin CAKE on the table with CANDLES! =O i have no idea how yap2 manage :)) should have seen my face, i must have look pretty dumb like the blurr-dumb blonde that just woke up from dreaming that she got A+ for calculus. yea, THAT FACE.

and thanks to kong&jacqie, i got my face drawn, "designed" with icing from the cake, and some choc on my hair! -.-lll then again ANOTHER thanks to kong[yes,apparently hero of the day] i got splashed T.T buttt wth! once a year bha kan xP it was funnn.

sooo yeaa~ thank youu alll! :) [i dunno what else to say, no words can express how i feel just now :')] and too bad i didnt cry, and i am not planning to watch porn or drink today or tomorrow, yea too bad right. since u guys seem to have it all planned out for me =P

chewy <3 u all

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I am going to...

-text less-
-online less-
-not play maple, or may be once a week only [can see it happening already]-
-study more-
-FOCUS!-
-play less-
-talk less-

lately, my sis seems to be in a bad mood :( may be time of the month. bummer eh, she's so much fun-er when she aint piss. ANYWAYS~ apparently she hates to talk to me especially after i just woke up cause she says whatever i said doesnt make sense -.-lll like i'm talking but its gibberish T.T

anyways~ thanks for the present people! :D (yap2, kong2 & fedo) and its not even my birthday yet >.< which makes me feel kinda bad cause u gave me advance presents and u guys punya presents are still........ M WORKING ON IT!! promiseee i'll give it to u guys ASAP! :))

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sms-ing~

hahah! seriously titles are so troublesome =/ i have no idea what to put as title, even in my essays...so i usually just finish my essay first then only simply write a title, cause when ur running out of time, every/anything seems good xP

anyways~ funny thing bout texting. after entering all saints, for some reason, phone doesnt shut up anymore. sooo yea, my mum cant stand it no more and she wenttt....

mum: STOP smsing!!!!
sis: yeaa lor, everyday sms saja..mum conficate her phone [yea, ebil sister..i know]
me : nooooo, i swear i wasnt smsing. all i did was reply em >.< [HONEST]
mum: u reply means u text
me: isnt it rude not to reply plp when they text euu?
sis: OMG! we are NOT having this convo again.

apparently my sis realy hates me texting, it seems like i tend to ditch her or something. so yea.. BUT I DONT, m actualy listening to her. nyehh~~~ screw u plp who says my sis is quiet. SHE FREAKIN sat down and gave me a 20minutes lecture on why i shouldnt text!

neway~ happy birthday lyds! :) ur finally 18th! finally legal, i know u have a boyfriend but be smart. family planning is important and so you should take safety precautions to ** and *** and and ****.... HAHAHAH! she's gonna kill me if she reads this xP so sad u had to cancel whatever plans that was in store for euu cause ur sick :(( get well sooon darls. take good care of yourself when ur in kL, m gonna miss eu like crazy here :'(

this numb/encore by Jay-Z ft Linkin Park has been playing in the background since 10 minutes ago. lawl.....dang KONG u DEFINITELY failed to mention the RAP part is 3/4 of the song!!!! =O

after 20 thousand years :)

this is NOT another resurrection post for my blog. i'd just leave it to rest in peace UNTIL i suddenly feels like blogging :) its like i have no where else to write. i dont have a freakin diary and plus i doubt any1 still visits my blog ;) HAHAH~

neway~ just a quick update for whoever that still checks out theee blog :)
i am currently an all saints student(which means i'm still in kayyy kayyy) studying in form 6. life's good until some shit have to come and well, err poop on it? science stream student :) i met this bunch of awesome form6 friends x) m missing my old buds. esp nickt2~ :( i lost him to assignments. very depressing yesh i know. now lyd is studying in kayyellll~ m planning to visit her soon on november~

oh and! ely is with me in all saints too :) that is if u people know who she iss >.< gawd, yes m bored. i actually thought of something to write then when i just clikc on that "new post" thing. all the ideas flew away (NO JOKE) and m stuck with me and my crappy-ness T.T

ohh btw! m a prefect and is in choir(HA-HA to that people) i know right choir -.-llllll and in science club too. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT! T.T i know so nerdy right. sigh~ hahah! but its pretty fun. ely says nerd is the new cool or something (she gets it from her mags) soo yea :) m cool, i'm cool~ x) self-consoling, yes i know~

neway~ goodlucks to those having AS this year man. i FRIGGIN missh u peeps! :) gonna go back and visit u all soon (: and to those in aus, i will friggin crash ur place when i get my own private jet so just freakin WAIT FOR IT! xP

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last post

it sucks when you see people around you know what they are doing and getting what they want and then you see yourself, stranded, lost and confuse. sometimes it makes you wonder how is it that they know so well and you don't.

ANYWAY~ am here to officially abandon my blog :) soo yea...goodlucks all to life~

when someone tells you to go with the flow,

its either that person thinks life is some game that you will never get a gameover.

or that someone has never actually step into the real world.

i wish..

i seriously wish...
-i could go back in time and re-do my whole form five.
-i studied hard and used my forecast to apply for scholarships
-i studied hard enough to get me 10A+ for my spm
-i didnt fool around in my form five years and actually studied and prepare properly
-someone could have guide me when i was so lost in all these applying to wherever shits.
-i know where am i going in the future
-my sis wont make the same mistake as me
-i could get a scholarship
-i could get in the college i want
-that even if i didnt get in the college, i could get in matrix
-my living in my happy-land will not end
- i could be one of those people who doesnt have financial issues
-some kids could appreciate what they have and stop being such brats.
-that i dont have to grow up so soon
-i would sleep and wake up tomorrow morning free of all these problems.

life's so fucked up right now. its prolly god's way of granting your wish of wanting to grow up fast when ur 7 years old. its then that you truly realise how serious the world is when it comes to money.