i really dont want to study anymore.
sigh~ m having headache and all those kinda shyts just by looking at the page.
i wish i could just drop everything and fly off to sandakan or brunei.

chilling and escaping from reality
sick of this life. i mean, who isnt right?

exam is like 2 days away and i dont wanna screw up but honestly, all i want is just to declare my own holiday and skip the exam. i know i cant use the same lame excuse i've been using ever since i started pre-school "lets see where does this brain takes me" and depends on my luck to get thru my paper. i mean, m sure form6 doesnt work this way, lower6, i was lucky, upper6, pfft~ fat chance.
Easier said than done tho, i say that, and here i am, subconsciously doing EVERYTHING except for studying. i mean, i did set my mind to study this afternoon and for the first 2 hour, i did..i so did, only to find out that i've been studying on the wrong chapter like FML!!! so yea...then i just realised that whatever that i'm gonna be tested on are those that i'm uberly weak at. fuck man seriously, fuccckkkk. sigh~ thank god i have smart friends who helped me out. so yea... sigh~