this is who i am

i remember the days when i answer those weird questions from magazines or whatevers.
when it comes to questions where i had to pick one out of the two things that i like, for instance apple and pear (eventhough i dont quite like apple that much, assuming that i do. you pretty much get the idea right?) i'd pick both. see, thing is you cant. so i came out with a conclusion, between two things that i really love. if i cant get both i will choose neither.

i still dont know whether its a good thing or not. this personality of mine, but to be honest, i cant help it.
hence, the reason why i always dislike decision making cause obviously i am one of those super indecisive people.
hence, why i dont like to get pressured and pushed to a corner when it comes to deciding on choosing two things that i really like, love even.
it hurts a lot. getting stuck into these kind of situations.

so to my future friends, i hope you guys will never put me in these kind of situations. cause once you asked, there's no turning back.
if both cannot be accepted then it will be neither.
can you take that? can i take that?

4 more schooling days, and its all gonna be over.
the end of the most messed up chapter in my life,
form six.

this is who i really am