memory of yesterday still lingers in my memory, fresh. A feeling so foreign to me, not a good one to top it off. Your eyes were so cold, I feel the need to withdraw. May be I should learn to get use to it. Cause it is my fault that this has happen. I was the one who caused it, so there are none to be blame but myself. And I have a feeling that this is just the beginning, though you assured me otherwise But i still feel i need a lil time, and I hope that it won't turn into a timeout.

the bright side of it is that i guess i had a glimpse on how girls that chase after guys feels like. and i guess to an extent they are admirable, cause man, i can never put up with that.