i have no idea how much longer i can take this.
giving up is so easy and yet its not an option.
i just really want it all to be over and done with.
crying wont do much help so just suck it up.
so tired of pretending.

this year i dont know why but i realise the importance of family, like i just know how much my family mean to me, how transparent each of us are, how we stand together thru it all, and yup, still standing. unfortunately, i cant say the same about my friends. some tho, not all. and i thank those that stood by&support me all this while. thanks guys, really love you all lots!

happiest time of the day: going home..hahah! the irony of it. who knew this day will come so soon.