weekend!

so i skipped school again today. cause i know its gonna be a weekend without rest and its been a real tiring week for me. with tons of things undone :O

to be honest i really dont know what to say. i feel like blogging but not knowing what to say. dumb right? i know.

so anyways, lately i realise i can be such a bitch, no i'm serious. like the i-dont-give-a-fuck-kind of person. may be i'm just tired of all the pretense and stuff. i mean, i'm tired of pleasing people ir may be i'm just tired and stressed-out, those things can REALLY get to you. and so i just put on a =.= "what?!" face. so people thinks m piss, but to be honest i'm not. i just, its a really contradicting feeling. like i'll be glad if someone comes talk to me but at the same time i put on that face so that people dont. okayy fine, so i dont really get what i'm saying or what i'm even trying to say.

may be its just part of growing up, i dont like to mix around people anymore. just rather solo through the day (but you see what i mean by contradicting cause, when i have tons of fun with my friends, THAT makes my day, yea dumbness) hahah~anyways, thats besides the point but i now start to love solitary life :P hopefully i wont die old and alone -_- and i find it easier to talk to acquaintances. like with people who you barely know.

kays so blah, cause i really have no idea what i'm blabbing bout . so hope everyone have a nice weekend :) and yea, i should start memorising my speech and start with my work. but gawd, another movie and games sounds SO inviting.

and i love phone calls more than texting and school :)