ifeelsonegativelately. itsnotlikeiwannadieorstufflikethat,NO. itsjustthatlatelyifeelsomoodless, tired,nomotivationandsickofeverything. iwannagetawayfromthehousefrompeopleiknowof(friends&families included), justreachsomewhere. startanew. ormaybejustavacationbutthenmyparentswouldntallowitduetowell~ reasons. soicantgoanywhere. ihavetostayathome. idontevenwannawork, ijustwantthemoney. needthemoney. andthethoughtofgoingbacktoschoolinamonthtimejustworsensmymood. ifeellikeanti-socialising. i'lltalkwhensomeonetalkstometho.
doyouknowthatireallywanttodeactivatemyfacebook,throwmyphoneintothesea,privatisemyblog, neveronmymsn&skype.thosearetheverythoughtsihaveinmymindallthetime

to whoever(if there is any) that get to read this, congrats. i made it extra difficult to & if u did, please dont ask me bout it.thanks.